CURRENT MOOD: Irate
REASON WHY: Sick and very angry

Just thought I'd leave a blog because I haven't in like..forever.

I'm way bored..

I don't feel good.

I'm in the worst mood ever..

I hate it.

CURRENT MOOD: Splendid
REASON WHY: Not sure

60 Random Questions

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
Cody

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Probably not

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
No, I don't like milk

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
No

7. How fast can you type? 
Pretty fast 

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes

9. Eye color?
Dark brown

11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
It's been a while since I've taken a bath, I always take showers

12. Do you knock on wood?
Sometimes

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
No

15. Can you hoola hoop?
Yes

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
Yes

17. What do you want for Christmas?
Something I want really bad

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
I wish

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
I have from what my friends told me

20. Who wrote the book of love?
Hmm

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
Yes

23. Do you consider yourself successful? 
At times 

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
A lot

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
Yes

26. Plans for tomorrow?
Not sure

28. Missing someone now?
Kinda.

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
Today

31. How are you feeling today?
Fine

32. Are you black?
Yes...just kidding

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
No

34. What are you looking forward to?
Nothing really

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes at Ali's

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
I wanted to hahaha Teeah

38. Can you handle the truth?
Sometimes

39. Do you like green eggs and ham? 
I wish 

40. What 3 things you always bring w/ you to places?
Purse, cell phone, money if I have it

41. Any cool scars?
Yes

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone? Do they know?
Yes, yes

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
1 or 2

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
Pssh I don't know, pick my nose probably

45. Have you ever been in love?
Yes

46. Do you talk to yourself?
All the time

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
Yes

48.Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
Eyes, teeth, smile

49.Who are you thinking about right now?
Cody

50. Who did you last hug?
Areta

51. Where is your phone?
In front of me

52. What was the last thing you ate?
Pizza rolls and chips

54. Favorite Color?
Electric blue

55. What is the last movie watched? 
Scary Movie 4 with Lynsey 

56. What song do you currently hear?
A song off the Cheetah Girls on TV lol

57. What do you want?
A lot of things

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list?
No

59. What TV Show are you watching?
Cheetah Girls

60. What is your cell phone number?
Lol, why would I give my cell phone number out on the internet, I'm not that dumb..

CURRENT MOOD: Somewhat mad, excited
REASON WHY: Friend problems, tonight

_______Bests________
1. male friend:  Cody and James
2. female friend:  Lynsey and Areta
3. Vacation:  Myrtle Beach and anywhere in Florida
4. age:  16 and 17
5. memory:  I have so many

______Worst________
1. Time of day: Anytime in the afternoon
2. Day of the week:  Sunday
3. Food:  Chinese
4. Memory:  I have so many.
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend:  No comment.

_______Lasts__________
1. Person u saw:  Lynsey and Areta
2. Talk on the phone with:  Teeah.
3. Hugged:  Cody
4. IM:  Jason from Ohio

_______Firsts_________
1. Kiss:  Preschool
2. Serious bf or gf:  Cody
3. Car:  1996 tealish blue Monte Carlo and I still got him
4. First school:  Guardian Angels I believe
5. Job:  Skating Rink

_______today________
1. What are you doing now:  Filling this out,
2. Tonight:  Maybe hanging out with an old friend to catch up on old times
3. Wearing:  Pajamas
4. what did you eat for lunch:  I haven't ate anything yet, I will when I get out of the shower
5: Better than yesterday:  We'll see if tonight happens then I'll tell you

________tomorrow___________
1. Is:  Tuesday
2. Got any plans:  Not yet
3. Goal:  Be good
4. Dislikes about tomorrow:  It's a Tuesday
5. Do you have work:  Nope

________Fav's__________
1. Number:  6
2: Song:  Somebody Told Me by The Killers. It's been my favorite song for 2 years
3. Color:  Electric blue and light blue
4. Season:  I'm picky about my seasons remember?
5. State:  Florida

________Currently_________
1. Are you in love?:  I think so..
2. Dating someone:  Yes
3. Missing someone:  Yes
4. Mood:  Somewhat mad
5. Wanting: To shower and eat. So I'll go do that right now

CURRENT MOOD: Depressed once again.
REASON WHY: Too much shit going on in my life

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah